A Bad New Years Eve

The one place I wanted to be this year on NYE was with my boyfriend. But...I couldn't be. So, I settled for spending the holiday online with him and my friends then later, my mother and I had our own lil plans for the night. Yeah...she went to go watch a movie at my uncle's and promised she'd be back by Midnight. I had the party tray all set up for us and her chair moved over by my desk so we could watch a movie together....well, Midnight came and went...5 hours later after my [online] friends fell asleep, I walked over to my uncle's and she's playing on the internet. Nice huh? Ughh. I am seriously pissed. And crying, but whatever. I am off to bed I guess. This should be a fun day. I just wish I had my guy here.