For years I struggled with understanding why my financial situation was, well...less than desirable. Until I came across a wonderful little book by Deepak Chopra called, The Seven Spiritual Laws of Success. I’ve read that book from cover to cover at least 3 times a week, and minimum one chapter every day since October 10, 2006.

Years ago, as an evangelist women’s counselor and pastor I traveled across the country and Philippines. But my religion didn’t help much when it came to manifesting my dreams and heart's desires. It's only been in the last five years, out of desparation to find peace of mind, that I began be still, listen and desire understanding. Only then did I begin to see what Deepak was saying.

At first, the little book was like reading Greek, then I rapidly could tell I was changing - from the inside out. Sychronicity was beginning in my life. A series of amazing events brought me to a 3 day seminar with some of the most powerful people I've ever met. Mark Victor Hansen, Roger Hamilton, Bill Bartmann and many others... They spoke about the Universe, abundance is within, and manifesting your dreams.

That first night I dreamt that I spoke to Bill Bartmann and John Alexandroff about why my business was failing. I had 2 concise sentences prepared to ask them because I didn’t want to waste their time.

I knew the next morning there would be no way to speak with them because they’d probably have teams of people just like me wanting their attention. But, when I arrived, only two people were in the room, John and Bill. I was shaking in my boots. This was a miracle. I was so scared I thought I’d get sick, but I marched up and told them my dream and asked my questions.

Bill Bartmann told me point blank, and John Alexandroff agreed, "You reak of fear! That’s why you’re not seeing success! You have to love and trust yourself before you can manifest abundance from the inside. Work on your self-esteem first." Fear was blocking my abundance and I had fear as a result of my low self-esteem. In all my years of ministry service I never heard that truth.

’When the student is ready, the teacher appears.’ He was the teacher and I was ready.

I was shaking, Bill put his arm around me. I vowed that whatever it took to be free of fear and learn to love myself then I would do it. That day I sat in traffic on my way home. I looked up and saw a billboard for a local bank that said, "Think outside the vault." I realized that my low self-esteem and self-worth was preventing me from everything in the Universe. That life itself is abundance - that we might have life, and more abundantly.... I looked in the mirror and said, "You are the only one who knows what you need. I promise I will love and care for you, take care and be kind of you the rest of my life. I am sorry I've hated and fought you all these years. Please forgive me-let's start again."

Today, I live without fear. Life is magical, I manifest more abundance than I’ve ever imagined in my life. I am dedicated to help others do the same. I know what I ask for is already given.

I live in constant gratitude, so much that I’m often brought to my knees in humility because of God’s lovingkindness. I am content to allow life to unfold before me. What can I do to express my gratitude? Serve humanity with all the wisdom, understanding and lovingkindness that has been given to me.

I am an inspirational coach, writer and speaker. I live in Las Vegas, NV and do marketing/pr for non-profits. I am an advisor to leaders of non-profits. Last year, a local company donated $50k of air time for one of the leading authorities in pediatric HIV/AIDS on which we appeared for a special program about the pediatric HIV/AIDS crisis in America. This is only the beginning...

My program is geared to generate funds for non-profits like the pediatric HIV/AIDS children, children with disabilities and special needs. The program generates a ton of funds for the non-profits and those who run the business of non-profits. It’s working...

It hasn’t been easy touching the pain to understand my Self, but it was a small price to pay to live a life free of fear, anxiety, and dread.

I love what Yogiraj says, "Let Humanity be our only religion, Breath our only prayer, and Consciousness our only God."

How can I help, instead of what's in it for me?