So it all started when earlier this year. I met this girl. Her name is Lori. She seemed sweet even though she's been to jail and other places of that sort, but so have I so I saw something in common between us.
Little did I know, she soon began using me for my drugs, money, connections, etc... She abused me. Completely. In every way possible. She brought me to meth houses and snorted lines of cocaine with me sitting right next to her while she knew I was a recovering heroin addict.

We'd hangout nearly every day. It soon became an addiction. Then she started turning pale and getting very skinny and ended up having Diabetes. She almost died. I was angry to find out that she didn't.

She admitted to using me and abusing me and then began showering me in gifts then would have random outbreaks of anger which she would say "I'm going to freak!" and then she would... freak on me. I would really get abused then.

Then she fell in love with me. I've tried leaving her so many times but I simply couldn't. She'd always tell me "It's not over until I say it is" but recently I escaped from her and told her that I hate her. She has been crying her eyes out and I feel so bad and she owes me a lot of money too which I don't know if I'll ever get back. She is wicked poor, abusive, lost and confused. And she needs help, but I'm not the person she can count on to pick her up when she falls. She needs professional help to help her cope with all the stuff she's been through in life. I feel bad for her. I even feel bad for myself because of all she's put me through but I'm surviving and getting better one step at a time.

Now I'm seeing this other girl named Tara. She's amazing. And promised to never hurt me ever. All my life, I've been treated like shit by everyone I knew. But not anymore. I found a girl who treats me right and who loves me and who I can love.

Lori is completely jealous though and won't seem to leave us alone. She is always threatening me and my girl. I don't know what to do anymore. I've just given up on Lori.