Better off Dead

All the lies still twist and turn
deep in my head
I don't think I'll ever understand
Am I Better Off Dead
This maze of hate
that weaves around the tortured earth
is still strange indeed and
I am not in need, enough said
Am I Better Off Dead
Your futile words of wisdom
that inseminate my brain
have obviously failed
and you don't even care where you're lead
Am I Better Off Dead
You are the only one to tell me
the answers to my questions
you are the only one who can hear my pleas
so tell me now what to do
now that I'm without you
now that my soul is bled
Am I Better Off Dead
All the promises still linger
in my memory like your
favorite color red
THIS IS NOT ME
Am I Better Off Dead
And I confuse myself by replaying
your worthless words inside my head
Am I Better Off Dead
You said if I ever left
it would be just like death
that's the only truth you ever said
Am I Better Off Dead
so tell me now what to do
as I lie in this cold dark bed
Am I Better Off Dead
Then without you

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