Yes,I have felt and let him

Nibble at my inner-man

Since my conciousness

Now my brow is wet

And arm-pits sodden

Panic pierces through

My numbness as I see

Him sink his hideous

Blood-stained teeth

Inside me and come out< p>

With choice cuts

Though the bites hurt

As badly, it is the bleeding

Of my heart that troubles

My haunted mind most

Complete I am, I know

But I am all the same sure

I am losing something

A vital organ is dying

Within me as surely

As I breath

I am afraid that

I will be gone shortly

And that after I am dead

I begin to live again

To live again is my

Nightmare

The eternity of man is

Of comfaortable knowledge

But to me, No!

The fact makes me cringe

In fear

While drenced in my own

Waters

I know that every recorded

Word will stand true

And that the After-life in Hell

Shall surely also be endless

As time on the other hand

Ticks to an end

An end whose time I know not

An end I try to dismiss

An end that in defiance continues

To gnaw at me

An end I know is just but

The Beginning

I Cry

I Cry from the hollows of my soul

I unleash an eerie scream

From the depths of my throat

I Cry

I Cry to my Father in heaven;

Have mercy upon my soul

Patrick Shisanya Majanja

(trackers05@yahoo.com)