My ex-fiancee made it over Wednesday night. We ate pizza, and he played with my son some. Then we came in my room to watch a movie. We talked through the whole movie again. That's the second time. When he was leaving, I asked if I could see him again on Saturday. He said yes as long as nothing came up with his family.

We talked on Thursday morning for just a minute or two, and we talked again on Friday afternoon. I talked to him around one this afternoon, and he was waiting to see if his older son was coming over. He said he'd let me know for sure by three. At 2:40 he informed me his son had just called and wanted to come stay the night. So, I didn't get to see him tonight. I have to admit, I'm bummed...really bummed. I know his kids will always come first...mine does too. I'm just frustrated because I'm ready to date. He's in the middle of a divorce, so that makes it a bit complicated.

I'm talking to him now on MySpace IM. I asked if I could see him tomorrow and he said we'll see. So, I asked if he wanted to see me again. He said yes. I know tomorrow is football, and he's a football fanatic. I can understand him wanting to hang out with his friends and watch football. I just wish he'd invite me over too.

I need to back off from him. I feel like I'm chasing, and I hate to chase. I was asked out by a 27 year old, and I think I'm going to go. I can't make myself crazy over Dave. I feel a mental breakdown coming on, and I can't have that.