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Diagnosed With Extreme Case Of ADHD - My Thoughts About Medication

posted May 30, 2009 - 11:34am
Diagnosed With Extreme Case Of ADHD - My Thoughts About Medication

I have an extreme case of ADHD. I've been enriched by it all my life. I was prescribed Adderall and my experience with the drug proved fruitless. It did nothing, cost more than ritalin, and more than Dexedrine.

After Adderall I was offered Dexedrine.

For me, Dexedrine is the magic-bullet, sort of. I have taught kindergarten, 1st, 2nd, and third grades, and have worked with kids who also have ADD/ADHD. I have to say in all honesty, kids I worked with who had ADD/ADHD and received no medication were hyper, but their personalities bubbled, yea, they are energetic, can't sit still, but, they were fresh, and alert, and ready to take on any challenge.

When Adderall, Dexedrine, Ritalin, etc., were administered their sweet great personalities disappeared into a subdued form of their real-selves. Those drugs wasted their personalities. Yes, they behaved better, paid attention more in class, listened better, got along better, all at the cost of personality desecration.

I have found the same results occur in adults. I know because for the last five years I have taken 90mg of Dexedrine per day. My doctor, my close friends, and others I know tell me I should continue the medication. Four weeks ago I quit taking the medication. What people see "on-the-outside" is one thing, what I miss on-the-inside is another.

(With medication I get the best of sleep, restful 8-10 hours Without medication, my days go as long as 20 hours, and its still is hard to go to sleep.)
The upside, for me, is I know I'm enjoying life more. The downside may out-weigh the upside, but, it's just me. (hahahaha) I figure I lose 30% of my awake hours just looking for things I can't find - keys, wallet, cell phone, back pack, books, notes, you name it, and I have misplaced it. I never put anything back in the same place twice, and even though I try all the time, either I forget where I put something, or if I even put it anywhere at all, or if it was ever put there twice before?

Even the simple process of mailing something to someone can easily become a major endeavor. I recently had to send a friend some coffee. It took a couple of weeks to finally get the postage, the package, and the post office all together. I lost the coffee four times, even arriving at the post office with postage, address to mail to, and no package. Then I got to the post office with the package, and the postage, but, no mailing address. It's always said the third time is the charmer? Well, it wasn't! (hahahahaha) I got to the post office with the package, addressed with the mailing address, and I made sure I had my wallet with me. But, when I got to the post office I couldn't find the money that was suppose to be in the wallet. Gosh, I looked through all my pockets - I thought. So, back to the house with the coffee. (I wear cargo pants - lots of pockets - I need lots of pockets. That way I won't lose anything.) I get pretty confused going through all the pockets, but, if I didn't have all those pockets, I actually really would lose things. And where was the money for the postage?

It was actually in my jacket top pocket. And, because it was warm outside I had taken my jacket off and thrown it in the trunk of my friend's car, and forgot it.

It's pretty confusing. I laugh more now, I feel better, and I've learned to laugh through these on-going expeditions of looking for something, whatever I can't find. I've actually lost my clothes in my own room, got outside with two different shoes on (hahahaha - I did go back and match my shoes!).

My writing is of better quality without medication. With the medication I have trouble writing articles. Medication? No medication? It is such a trade-off. I, at this moment have not decided “the with or without question?” I've had a great time playing hookie over these past weeks.

Oh, well, even now, as I write this I have to laugh at all the stop-gates I have to work through in just one day, every day is challenging, and every day is another day in a brand new century. I love it!

I use to wish if I could find one medication that worked life would be an easier ride. And, when I got my lifetime prescription for Dexedrine (yes, I do see a doctor on a regular basis) I thought "now, I can proceed with a normal course in life!" Well, my friends, my ending thought to this is "be careful what you wish for..."


 
 
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You rock!!!

Great article! I have a son with ADHD and we also went through the struggle of meds or no meds. With the meds he was obedient, non-combative, non-aggresive, and pleasant to have around but, there was something missing. I couldn't quite put my finger on it. My sweet boy had changed and at what cost. So, I decided to take him off his daily dose during the summer and then the first semester of school. He brought home As and Bs and has ever since. I decided since his learning wasn't being affected, then why continue the medicine? Yes, he has behavior problems but we as a family work with those and he sees a doctor a few times a year. He's becoming a well adjusted teen. Its not easy but I am up to the challenge. With love, support, and understanding we will make it. I do not recommend just yanking meds from a child please discuss it with your child's doctor.

ADHD - Did you take all those meds at once??

Gosh, Jim, that's a bundle! I've never taken any other medication for ADHD except amphetamines, and Dexedrine does the best job on slowing me down. With 60mg of Dexedrine I get a full eight hours sleep. And using them for sleep is not recommended by my doctor. Anyway, none of that matters right now -- I'm not taking anything. I had 3 1/2 hours sleep last night. If I drink two pots of marijuana-tea I usually sleep five to six hours. So, what take most folks "up" gives me peace, rest, focus, and no personality.... Thanks for responding!

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ADHD

I'm sorry joe it took me so long to get back to you been very busy, the meds that I was on were. Effexor CR - anti depressant 150 mg twice a day Cylert - ADHD 300 mg twice a day adderall - ADHD 100 mg once a day Tryazadone- bipolar sleep 300 mg every night lorazapam - ADHD sedative 3 times per day Depakote - anti depressant 750mg twice per day and a few others I took for the side effects of these. This juice that i drink has been a true life saver. I have been off all these pills now for three years and I feel better than ever. James & Sherry Grimes

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ADHD - Today I present my facts to local medical community

A high-5 on the Martial Arts point of view. Everything stated about MA has a proven-track record of building self-esteem, respect, respect for others, and tolerance and positive focus on the future. I have been given an audience with my ruthless doctor and two of his associates, not an appointment, but, 15 minutes during their lunch. They have this article in-hand and we're going to conference-call. I wanted to thank all who have commented. And, to Mr. Gwinn, I do agree with your comments regarding your medication, +5. It was never my intention to make the medication into a monster. I just wanted to bring up some of the ups and downs associated with it. The verdict for me, personally, is still pending. Today's visit with ruthless Richard, my doctor, and whatever two associates he came with I am planning to inject the idea of reducing the medication. In, all honesty, I am tired of wasting so much time looking for things, and not being as focused as I should be. I don't have decades left in life, like I thought when I was 30. I want to make every moment count, and somewhere in-between there has to be a happy medium.

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Very valid points Capt.

I have heard that MA were great for helping kids with ADHD. It is nice to hear first hand of its success and yes, it doesn't work all the time, but neither do meds. At least MA is natural, healthy and teaches many more things than meet the eye. You grandson sounds like a joy, a 6' high heap of love! I think it is great what you do for him. Not to mention what he does for you, You have great love pooring out for that boy! : ) Thank you for your story. MJ - Sending happy thoughts and Smiles! Avatar: Betrayal and Retribution http://www.valkyrieart.com/Poser1.html

Martial ARTS and ADHD

Dreams and goals are those things we occupy ourselves with as life goes by. Excellent OP! I am a life-long martial artist, I own two schools. I teach anyone with disabilities at my own cost. I do not treat students who have ADHD much differently than I do the rest of the class. In the eleven years I have had schools there have been several kids that were being medicated for ADHD that were able to get off the meds, improve their behavior, get better grades and from what I could observe, kept their personalities. Heck, they even managed to improve their personalities. They became more out-going. It is wonderful to watch a child transform themselves into above the level of the same peers they were once below their level. Of course I can't claim 100% success rates and there were varying levels of success and failure alike. Those are the ones that break my heart when things are going on in their lives that cause them to regress back to unacceptable behavior. Unfortunately many of them had dis-functional parents so their home lives were not structured. Many times their parent(s)abused alcohol or drugs. Still, I am proud of the ones that are now productive citizens and have goals, as well as knowing joy in their lives while still being allowed to be who they are. I know plenty of smart successful people who are arrogant jerks. I'd sooner put up with a hyper person than a jerk any day. My grandson has ADHD. He lives about an hour's drive away so I don't get to see him much during the school year but I get him as long as he wishes in the summertime. he loves to do everything I do. Fishing, shooting rifles, and yes, martial arts. At age fourteen he is almost six foot tall with rock hard abs, has wrestled since he started school and for the amount of training he has had, has the makings of a good martial artist. I have a friend who trains him in ju-jitsu every time they meet at a tournament, seminar or some other MA function. He also competes in Taekwondo Olympic style sparring. His submission fighting record is three wins and one loss. His Taekwondo sparring and breaking record is four first places in both. He really stays focused in the ring or on the mat and I believe that has contributed to his not needing medication during the summers. This year, when he returns to school she is going to let him stay off of the meds. She never liked the idea of it though she did become convinced that some (especially) children need some form of medication at least for a period of time until they find a better way to better refine their behavior. I honestly cannot make up my mind on the issue. Of course I'd rather see someone productive and happy and not on meds, I'm saying I don't have an opinion on if/when drugs should be used to modify their behavior though the ones that have overcome their ADHD over the years would indicate it could be done to all with ADHD but because of the ones I failed to bring out their self-control enough to stay focused in their lives contradicts that indication. I deal with a lot of parents. Many over the years I have taught martial arts. Often times I can see that helping their child address ADHD would require getting the parents to, for lack of a better way, better parents. My wife, (also a martial artist, as is our my son and grandson)is a life-long Physical Education. It is her opinion that many teachers when given a chance to weigh in, tend to be a bit zealous about getting the kid medicated. I know there are many very good and caring teachers out there. My wife is one of them. But there are many who would rather medicate the child to make educating the entire class easier. As I have stated, I don't have an opinion on if/which/how long any child with ADHD should be medicated. But one thing I do know for certain is that it is possible for children with ADHD to find a way to live contently and productively without medication. Parents just need to try harder in some cases as well. In worse cases they need to CARE more. My grandson is hyper all summer long. But he channels that by doing man sized jobs like (with instruction)fixing a minor plumbing problem or mowing the seven and a-half acres we live on. He runs everyday. In class he works out very hard. I am mentoring him every summer. I am teaching him to recognize when his behavior is unacceptable, such as screaming at the mall because he espies a pair of trendy sports shoes he likes. I pay him a modest allowance for all the work he does, (without whining one bit). Sometimes he may buy the shoes and sometimes he forgets all about them as soon as a teenage girl walks by. Yes, he is hyper from the moment he awakes until he drops dead to sleep. Both my children are grown. My wife and I have gotten used to the quiet country lifestyle we live. But when my grandson is staying summers I don't mind his hyper behavior, (though I do address it) because of the way he cheerfully works so hard and especially the way he unabashedly shows his love and sense of protection for his nine year old sister. He shows affection without caring what others think. He hugs us good morning and good night and sometimes just a few times during the day just because. I'll take that over him being medicated, without energy and a subdued personality.

Dreams and goals are those things we occupy ourselves with as life goes by.

Truly a Manly Gentleman

A Manly Gentleman is the way I would describe you. : ) MJ - Sending happy thoughts and Smiles! Avatar: Betrayal and Retribution http://www.valkyrieart.com/Poser1.html

Exercise For ADD

I'm sure that there are cases where medication might work for ADD but I and my wife (who is a teacher) have both seen kids who were put on a natural diet and exercise program that did much better. Join Xomba Get PAID to write Articles Like These Honest Online Income

Nah, I have no side effects

that I know of. But, I am also a type A uber-male. I will not ask direction, read labels, or get pregnant. Additionally I hold doors open for ladies, leer unashamedly, and accept my wife's punch in the arm when I do. If I go off the meds I notice that stretching becomes harder and harder instead of being helpful. But, as an uber-male I will not seek surgery until my spine explodes. I'm glad you are feeling a bit better. I would rather stand still and take a butt kicking from Mike Tyson than endure back spasms or sciatica. Join Xomba, Write, Get Paid, Repeat as needed. And I will help you.

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Really? Cymbalta for sciatica...

Wow, that's interesting. I just take motrin when I feel that "tingle" or nerve stretch like pain down my left leg. Thankfully it is not everyday, every 4 hours anymore! : ) Just usually in the evenings when I get home from work, the bending and crawling in and out of the van causes disc swelling, then the leg pain and lower back pain. Do you experience any of that long list of side-effects and remember, "Cymbalta is not for women who are pregnant or plan to become pregnant." : ) Those commercials crack me up...irritating they may be, but I laugh all the same. MJ - Sending happy thoughts and Smiles! Avatar: Betrayal and Retribution http://www.valkyrieart.com/Poser1.html

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