Diary Entries

posted August 2, 2009 - 3:34am

Diary Entries

January 2nd, 2009-
Dear Diary,
Ever felt so satisfied, so relieved. As if the world was yours for that moment? Small victories, with an enormous reward at the end is well worth the effort. Time is no object when a smile is the ending result.

~Goodnight~

January 7th, 2009-
Dear Diary,
Ever seen the victory of your loss? Felt the pain over someone else's happiness. Seen the joy of living life in the shadows. Kept above others, you are beneath. Told a lie so someone could know the truth. Been in love when only hated.

~Goodnight~

January 15th, 2009-
Dear Diary,
Is this my punishment for my lies; to be ignored, and used. To be thrashed by the right hand of God for dismissing the left? Did my need for self-hatred over compensate the conflict of others first?

~Goodnight~

February 2nd, 2009-
Dear Diary,
These ripples mark the ending of the stillness. Splinters showing the age of love and abuse. A moment is aLove earned, love taken. To breath at this time is only to mark the passing and the close ending of this moment.

~Goodnight~

February 8th, 2009-
Dear Diary,
Slowly taking in the events of the last five minutes. Lesson learned; anger is alwaysr unneccessary! Can't think, can't breath, movement is impossible as the large hollow mouth of anger swallows me, promising nothing but a blinding darkness, of unsatisfaction.

~Goodnight~

February 19th, 2009-
Dear Diary,
I want to fight your battles, win your wars.The intensifying need to help and protect is suffocating. Hanging on to the slippery rope of control is near impossible. I cannot get a grasp, the need to release is great. But, I love you first, so your want conquers my need to solve your problems. Being a sibling and seeing another in trouble, to help/protect them is one of the strangest over-powering needs I have ever felt.

~Goodnight~

March 1st, 2009-
Dear Diary,
The sunlight dims as the winter clouds hold true to their coldness. The morning has yet to begin, however my thoughts have yet to end. Does the mind not know that sleep should be a time of silence, and the wakeful hours filled with action and minute thought.

~Goodnight~

March 5th, 2009-
Dear Diary,
I am restless and unkempt, my mind is like a bank; always giving but recieving more. Unhappiness is not the feeling of which I speak of. Nay, merely my power to so easily fail and disappoint. Thou knowst little of painfor thee hast lived never within thicks binds that stretch the wei corners of my'n mind.

~Goodnight~

Author: siera_88

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