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First Time Seeing a Porno

posted August 22, 2006 - 10:07am
First Time Seeing a Porno

It was back in my elementary-school days, fifth grade, I think. A group of us girls were having a sleepover at Sandy's, and Sandy's parents were gone. Sandy's teenage sister, Jane, was in charge of the house.

The night was cold, and we had been out back in the Jacuzzi. When we came inside the house, we saw that Jane was having a party of her own--a mix of girls and guys. We heard the moaning and then saw those images on the TV. Some of my friends started giggling, and the teenagers were laughing, too--but it was a darker laughter. I remember that.

It was my first time seeing such things, and at first I thought the man was pushing a skin-colored tampon into the woman. But it was much bigger than a tampon, and I remember thinking how painful that would be.

After that, I felt different when I was around boys, especially if I ran into one of those teenage boys at the party (it happened a couple times). I now felt them looking at me differently, their eyes on me like leeches.


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Antonia knows the score

Interesting that this scored so low, and by a relatively large number of voters. I wonder if they were hoping for something else. Or, as it did for me, did it take them to a place in their mind where it's painful to shine a light? Little truth-tellings like this are like an apple a day that make us a little healthier. Maybe people don't want that. One word that comes to mind is, "sad." www.joesnare.com

Beautiful characterization, Antonia, in a microphrase

( of those 'Boys') eyes on me like leeches, and a touch of insight into an impressionable girl's mind. And by the way, from your POV just how did Jane turn out? The idea of using such fare to "teach" rather than titillate is something you do not get in schools, and I do not know how these gems of knowledge get transmitted otherwise. Except by word of mouth. And where else to learnit than through connections with people from school? As I veritable child, I recall none of what is now available -- but thinking back, I remember girlie magazine pages with black and white pictures and classified, discreet 8mm film sequences for sale. I'm old but I understand some of the earliest films were french and some of the earliest American fare was in the late nineteen twenties. But surely there were earlier American images available. I am not that old! Think about how your youthful mis-impressions and misunderstandings, were later, hopefully rectified! What you wrote here might have been for the points and may not, but I see it and scored it so. 10.

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