I've realized that growing up is just not all fun and games. Worrying about money is one of the worst feelings in the world. It's really bad to realize that you are graduating medical school, and don't have a penny to your name. In fact, I'm down 300,000. All I want is one of these gorgeous little condos that they are building nearby, and I can't find anyone who will give me a mortgage. I feel trapped and helpless, and it sucks. :(