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The Journals of a Christian Mystic

posted March 29, 2009 - 8:51pm
The Journals of a Christian Mystic

I was with a friend as we walked onto a car lot. He was looking for a truck to buy. It was Wednesday 3/25/09. As we walked into the office I saw the title clerk sitting there and I said, “Hi.” She responded with a friendly greeting.

Suddenly I felt strange. I felt filled with authority. My whole spirit had changed. I was a little confused, but that was just because of the change in me and I didn’t know what it meant or why my spirit had changed.

My friend and I took the truck out for a drive, and he said something and I said, “huh?’ He repeated something about the breaks being 80/60.” And he said, ‘Ahh I see you are in a different world.” I was, I was getting and seeing something for the Title Clerk.

We got back to the car lot and after mulling around a bit, I heard, “Now is the time.”

I walked up to the Title Clerk and said,

“May I ask you a strange question?”

She said, “Sure, I guess so.”

I said, “Do you see things that other do not?”

Her eyes glowed and twinkled, and with a smile of acknowledgement she said, “I sure do.”

I said, “Take this for what it is worth, the Lord says to you, Trust that, trust what you are seeing, for I am with you.”

She said, “Thank you”

I paused and said, “You have the eyes of an eagle.’ She brightened even more.

I went to leave and then walked back to her and said, “What you have seen or will see will be hard for you to bear, but the Lord says, ‘I am here with you.’”

I used the word or because I knew she had seen things that she wasn’t sure about and that she would see things that would be very difficult for her to accept.

Her eyes fell and she said, “I think I know what you mean.” She broke.

I felt so sad. I didn’t know exactly what she had seen or what she would see. I knew she was getting glimpses of something that somebody else was doing and she hadn’t been quite sure. I saw her significant other in her eyes. I was terribly sad, but only slightly encouraged that the Lord was telling her to trust her gifting and that he would be with her, but I knew it would be hard for her.

I am still sad thinking of what her seeing gift has and will show her and that it will cause her pain.

I had never met her before. My friend and I were in a different town while he was looking for a truck to buy. I didn’t know if she was a Christian or not, or what her beliefs were, but she knew and heard truth, while the Lord gently let her break.

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I haven't experienced that

At least not to that degree of need. With me, it is more of sensing others' spiritual wellness. I have experienced this with life and death. Once with a murder victim, that was the most heartbreaking one and it took me a while to "shake". Then a traffic accident where a 9 year old was killed. The Mom was severely injured and pregnant, she lost the baby. I remember the agony and helplessness of the mom and I could actually feel some of her pain. Those two incidents really tore me up. With individuals, it is usually they ask me to help them figure something out and the answer will just come to me and I'll explain the situation in terms they can understand. MJ - Sending happy thoughts and Smiles! Avatar: Betrayal and Retribution http://www.valkyrieart.com/Poser1.html

Thanks for the link

Thanks for the link. I will check it out. The previous link you posted was to books at Amazon, but there were too many different versions of the book for me to figure out which one. : ) I think I like this link more. There is even a home study program I might look into. MJ - Sending happy thoughts and Smiles! Avatar: Betrayal and Retribution http://www.valkyrieart.com/Poser1.html

It was easy MJ Dakota

It was easy because my spirit changed. I had this thing that had to come out of me, plus I usually start out with a question to the person by asking politely and courteously if I might ask a question. Then I give a person grace to accept or not by saying, take this as you will. I like the gentle approach. What they do with it is up to them, but I always hope that it helps, no matter who they are. For more articles by this author click here

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Even if you can feel them doesn't mean you have to "own" them

One of the most difficult things for those of us with the ability to feel the emotions and energy of others is to not take them on as our own. It's okay to have boundaries when it comes to our bodies and spirits. The book I linked for MJ, Energy Medicine, will help us all understand what the difference is between feeling the feelings and owning the feelings and what to do when we feel obligated to take the energy of other people and hold onto it. CLICK HERE TO JOIN XOMBA TODAY!

Here's a good link for you, MJ

I may have already told you about Donna Eden's Energy Medicine book, but here it is again if not. http://www.innersource.net/energy_medicine/energy_medicine_main.htm This book is a literal Godsend for those of us who are energy sensitive. The fact is we need to be aware of our environment, as you found out, and create energetic shields for ourselves. CLICK HERE TO JOIN XOMBA TODAY!

So true jdubhub

So true, about losing and shutting those giftings down. I actually lost my sensing because I thought I was broken. I actually shut it down until someone showed me a video on it and that allowed it to revive. For I came to the realization that I wasn't broken or crazy, I was actually feeling emotions from other people and that they weren't all my actual emotions. I have to pay attention to make sure of what emotions are actually my so I don't neglect the responsiblities of my own emotions. For more articles by this author click here

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That is true jdub

One of the things I like about Xomba is I can talk about these feelings without being ridiculed or shunned. As for the strength needed, yeah. When I was an EMT on a volunteer fire department I was always exhausted after responding to a call that included a death. Sometimes it was ok, because of the feeling of peace, but there were a few that really wiped me. I wasn't able to take it for very long and when I got pregnant with my oldest son, I left the department. MJ - Sending happy thoughts and Smiles! Avatar: Betrayal and Retribution http://www.valkyrieart.com/Poser1.html

Each of us has it to one degree or another

Children are the most adept at it because they are more recently arrived to this existence and carry over some abilities. Sadly, our society has created the expectation that "adults" are not allowed to be aware of certain things and our gifts fade away. Doesn't mean they go away but our awareness of them does. It is a true blessing to carry that gift forward strongly into adulthood, although it takes great strength to be able to live with it because such people are still persecuted or publicly shunned because of it in some quarters. (As if the Inquisition and Salem never happened.) CLICK HERE TO JOIN XOMBA TODAY!

Now see, Wdzzz

I'm not sure I could do something like that. Wow. I know that I am able to feel death and whether or not the departed is at peace, confused or sad for those left behind. Kind of weird, I know. MJ - Sending happy thoughts and Smiles! Avatar: Betrayal and Retribution http://www.valkyrieart.com/Poser1.html

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