None of the thoughts i'm going to share actually have any relevance to each other, they are simply things i've either read or thought at one time or another and now I'm sharing them with you.....

  Seems i've spent the majority of my life being told or reminded as to who i'm supposed to be and often i've thought would it not be a heck of alot easier to just be me......

One night i could not sleep and so instead of counting sheep i counted my fears..........and the list was so very long that before i knew it i had fallen asleep exhausted....

I once had a garden with flowers that grew only on dark thoughts, but they needed constant attention and one day i decided i had much better things to do.....

And you know quiet people are not the only ones with nothing to say, as i have met plenty of people who talk a great deal and still say nothing......

Words carry weight......and can often get heavy .....when left unspoken

Oh yes it is easy to trust life....but only on the good days and even then....i have my doubts

Does'nt any one watch sunsets any more or read poetry? where are all the dreamers  and deep thinkers of the this era...but alas that is of by gone days as we are children of the scientific age...sad really, kinda lonely, with all the dreamers no longer dreaming...i think today i'll stop and watch the sun set, and maybe read a bit of poetry......cause poetry always makes me smile

And you know its really hard to think of ones own death but some times i do and i wonder who will miss me and how much?and the thought crosses my mind......it'll depends on how grumpy i was those final days....secretly smiling to myself at my own crazy thoughts.....

And you know the Good Lord did not put any thing on the face of this earth without a purpose, but he came pretty damn close with miskitoes......

Some thing i'm most certain of is that God has a sense of humur, you know how i know? He created children did'nt he?

And you know it seems like to me as if a lie can make it half way around the world before the truth can even get its shoes on...people love others dirty laundry... why is that ?                                                            There you have it...just a few thoughts, until next time.....God Bless