Living in His Own World

You hated yourself because you felt that your life was all vanity

A illusion you made, a product of your insanity

Sometimes you think that you're flying like a bird

A delusion due to the drugs you took affected your head.

Every time when you were drunked and asleep

You're attacked by so many nightmares that you can't accept

Thinking that there's a monster in your hallucination

You're a victim, running away from a frightful situation.

You're a man who always blame everybody

You're such a pity, it seems you're going crazy

As many bad things play into your mind

Maybe your spirit is lost because you've become blind.

Detach from your own world full of grays and blacks

You're doomed when you'll not flee from sin and wrath

Walking along in the midst of the path of destruction

For you to commit suicide is the only solution.

You asked, "What's the meaning of my existence?

Please, answer my question in a short sentence."

There's a time for everything my confused friend

Don't fool yourself, your suffering will soon end.

Despondency was gone as you cried in bed

He acknowledged you when your hope has totally subsided

You don't want to see anymore when you close your eyes

The agony that is with you as you said goodbye!
-William M. Rodriguez II