My Future Endeavors?

I am lost. I am so lost that I have resorted to a website that posts all of my daily or not so daily ramblings on the internet for the world to see how completely and utterly lost I am. In just 5 little days... the whole world will come rushing towards me at five thousand light years per minute. The sky will crumble upon me and I will beg the heaven for mercy against my petty soul. The gods hail me with pity until they realize that the reason for this mighty catastrophe is nothing other than... my high school graduation.

Life hasn't been the best for me. I get up in the morning, take a shower, brush my teeth, eat an occasional hot pocket and head to school. It's been this way for the better part of the 18 years I have lived my life and I'm not accustomed to much else. What's really funny is that even through all the anticipated apocalypse in my mind, I couldn't be more excited for my life to start. Sure, they say high school is the best four years of your lives. Those people were totally wrong. I once read somewhere that the most popular people in high school are the ones most likely to gain weight when they get out. Maybe this is just wishful thinking on my part but hey, I'm not the most popular girl in school. In fact, I'm not the dorkiest or nerdiest or most likely to succeed in computer engineering. But what I do know is I have a bright future ahead of me and I'm going to use all the faith and hope everyones had riding on me since elementary school. Because through all the confusion and frustration through my adolescent years, I have been a smart girl. I've decided to start my life here, on Xomba.