A long past of betrayal and failed attempts. Stabbed in the back and abused, I always found a way to move on. Much to my dismay, I always moved on to another just as bad as the previous. No good beginning that faded over time, it was always that same terrible blend of ignorant distrust and blind infatuation that I had unfortunately grown used to over the years.

Originally I had no constraints and know how when it came to relationships, it never failed to get the best of me in the end. Although, while in these circumstances I did retain my priciples and morals. I gave trust to those who relentlessly betrayed it and forgave those who hurt me time and time again without apology. Used me unendingly for my consistant forgiveness and lack of retaliation. I knew no better. After being lied to, cheated on, and emotionally destroyed, I met a woman who I ended up enjoying the company of but never loved. Solely for the reason that she didn't hurt me, I stayed with her. Years later called it off, there wasn't even an artificial love, no facad, nothing. But we remain friends still.

Then on a stroke of random luck and chance, perhaps fate, not a belief I hold but after what happened I have no choice but to consider it. I met the most amazing woman in the world. She shared every thought and ideal I had, every interest, every quirky mannerism. I fell head over heals in love with this woman the moment I laid eyes on her. With every breath, she made me fall harder. I wanted to give it a chance with her, a chance I had taken with others in the past and been brutally regretful every single day since. She was worth it, everything I still held onto in my heart became hers.

She smiles and my life changes directions for the better. I love her, and will always until the end of my days. I feel now what I thought I felt in the past. It was not the same, nothing was the same in fact. She gave me a reason to smile all the time, to think positively in regards to virtually everything in my life. Through every downpour and crisis, she helps me out. And what makes it so meaningful is that, she doesn't have to do anything to make that possible for me. I just have to think about her and my heart melts, nothing else in the world exists. My love, my best friend, she makes me a better man than I could have ever have hoped to be. So here it is, a new life, a new chance, a new beginning my beloved.

If this is a work of fate, then so be it. I love you darling, more than I ever felt possible.

This amazing woman is now my fiancé and I am so proud to have her in my life.
Time for a new beginning, my beloved.

Just you and I, I'll love you till the end, darling...

                           Yours forever, Mahal Kita.