HHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhh..hh..hh ...

That is the last healthy sound you will ever make in your life. That is the final breath before death. It is a fairly simple sound and, oddly enough, the polar opposite sound to that which is made upon newly entering this world. When I think about that, I am struck with the notion that both sides of life are simple and neat. It is everything between that gets sloppy and complicated. Why is that? Why? Who do I ask this question to? How about I go straight to the source and ask the creator. And that is what I did. This is what the creator said to me...

“You want to know why? You want to know were in the grand scheme of things I decided it would get complicated? You want to know if there is a grand scheme? Hah. This is what I love about you. Always creating more then there is there and thereby, making a larger universe of possibility with every new level of questions. I will tell you this, I began with a single shelf. It was vast and one dimensional and there was no place for the question “How big”.  That was the beginning of the beginning. The truth is, this shelf was eminent. A sort of natural attraction that pulled many small things together creating big things. I had little to do with that. My part was when I began to bend the shelf to give it depth. My finest inspiration if I do say so myself. The shelf became multi-dimentional in an instant. That gave rise to possibility variance. Some possibilities remained constant while others remained in a state of change. The possibilities that remained constant can still be seen everywhere. The stars you see and have named, the planets and planetoids that you try so hard to map out. You yourselves are one of these constant possibilities. And consistency feeds and flourishes from consistency. Yet the constant possibilities within the bent shelf itself create on their own greater possibilities that further bend the shelf and thereby creating greater curves and deeper dimensional variances.”

“So what am I trying to express here? Let me sum it up in an easy way. Life is only as complicated as you make it. I have nothing to do with that. That is your call and yours alone. The only grand scheme is this, there is possibility relative to how great the bends and curves are created in the shelf. The shelf that is the universe as you have come to believe it to be. You are the constant that weaves the variances that create the many splendid wonders that are life as you understand it. Call it messy if you will but it is brilliant when seen through my senses. My advice to you, relax and enjoy the ride. You don’t even need to hold onto anything. The one thing that makes me feel sad is feeling with those of you who can not seem to allow yourselves to relax and have fun with it. You are the inventor and customer thrilling and being thrilled in a house of fun that you can not get lost or hurt in. Ever. I know you will disagree with that last statement. Thats okay. When I say you can not get lost or hurt ever, I mean it in a larger way then you may be willing to understand. That is part of your variance within your constancy. Keep your chin up and never stop asking questions. Your questions keep the universe alive. Hope that helps a little. Now go have some fun.”

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Well now, what do you think of that? The creator seems a pretty friendly sort of being. I felt lots of good energy while being spoken to by the creator. I never would have guess it would be so easy to ask and get answered. The answer I got certainly has given me a much more positive feeling about everything that goes on between my first breath and my last. I no longer will allow myself to be that sad person who is not allowing myself to have some fun on this ride. And I no longer shall be burdened by questions. Rather, I will consider my questions essential to the survival of the universe the way we see it. I hope after you have read these words, you find a little more joy and less confusion in life the same as I have. And if you are stuck on a question that holds you back, don’t be afraid to ask it to one who knows. You may get pleasantly surprised by how it is answered.