All the times I lost myself,

Deep inside somebody else

I wish I didn’t, not at all,

Lose myself in someone’s ball

All you do is try to change,

All I do is feel so strange

Change is good, you say to me,

It’s not right for me to be

This fucking freak you want to see,

A fucking slave you want to free

I’m so happy the way I am,

You try to change, you try to scam

I don’t look happy, I sit and frown

And then you say I’m a fucking clown

This is good, I say to myself

Then you won’t think I’m here to impress

I hide this shit, shit you can’t imagine,

I hide it so well, well you can’t fathom

Deep inside, my mind is a waste

Wasted from your change and distaste

All this poem is about you,

You know who you are and you know what you do