I love you,

you are so near, that it is hard to tell where I become seperate from you;

my soul lives in you,

my spirit rests in your presence,

my friend, my soulmate;

how can i understand the silence,

washed in disappointment,

clouded by misunderstanding,

tarnished by fear and doubt,

It hurts not to be near you....

can't you see , i would give my life for you?

so conflicted, strong emotions,

insecurities,

how close is too close?

have i lost myself in you?

won't you come back to me?

How long must i suffer... through your cold silent wall...?

i need things to be back to normal.

i need you, in ways that scare me,

I need you to be ok,

I need you to love me.