"My alcohol consumption has dwindled to nearly none. I have never participated in illegal substances and have a difficult time taking prescribed ones. However, I must come clean and admit I am a relentless smoker. It is a horrible habit and I am fully aware of all the hazards of smoking. I have quit on several occasions, but failed at each attempt. Cancer, asthma and even death has not scared me in the slightest. I stare down at the cigarette burning in the ashtray and wonder how such a small thing could gain control of my life. The nicotine has seeped in and taken over my well-being, but yet I am unafraid...."