I don't know how else to say it. I'm so frustrated with people at the moment. I can't do anything without upsetting SOMEONE! I want to do what makes ME happy, and if seeing my girlfriend or hanging out with my other friends makes me happy, well then I'm going to do it.

I need one of those sound proof rooms where I can just go in and scream once in a while. I can't always have her holding me and telling me it's going to be ok, I have to be a little more independent. I'm so glad that I have her though, because no matter what SHE will still love me

My parents are hit and miss most of the time. And it's not just day to day anymore, it's minute to minute. (I'll say this a million times and mean it I STILL LOVE THEM) but I just want to smack them sometimes. Especially because a lot of times what they take out on me is out of my hands, something that I cannot control.

I know I need to take a deep breath and just chill, but sometimes it's too much for me to just put it out of my head!!!