It was never a comfortable one in my opinion...
My world was more or less...

Simply soundless yet never comforting...
Searching down my oldest to the most recent memories..
I hear nothing....But only see...
What they were... How they were.. Where they were...
Why they were...
And within that silence was something I could not quite categorise...

Creeping..
Sometime walking proudly on top of my world...
Something that always has the same look as me...
But not quite me...
Eyes that does not smile..
Cold as the ice from hail in winter...
With pupils that are darker than the pitch black night...
Looking at my happiness...
Envying...
Hating...
Cursing...
Desiring...

When it couldn't get it's hands on..
I guess he decided to make me suffer
as much torment as he had gone through...
So that it would be fair for both of us..

Implanting it's hatred in me...
Slowly depriving me of smiles and innocence...
Seeing the world as it saw...
Emptying the sounds of my memories...
Making me suffer in the solitude loneliness
like it did for a long time...
So that it would be fair for both of us..

As it took away those qualities little by little from me...
But not quite all of them...
It seeems to have chosen to remain where it came from
for the time being...
Bidding it's time for some reason I could not understand...

Still just looking with the smile that he possesses from

some time now...
Looking forward to my own downfall...
So that we might switch place...
The greatest enemy of myself...
The one who knows everything about me while I know none...

Still just looking... without sound... in that endless darkness

behind him that can not envelope his figure for the fear of approaching the darkness within him...

That was my world...
The world filled with nothing but dark..
The road where I could not see one step ahead...
The world without any light..
The world without sound...
Only just... The borders...

And figures I could not fully make out...