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I decided to jump the gun, and put the end ahead of the beginning (the part I wrote early this morning), like they do in the movies. Speaking of movies I am up at 3:18a.m. watching Rocky Balboa ( very sentimentle and theatrical ). Look out for the review tommorrow. My daughter came home from college, and everything checked out okay. She took care of her business. I didn't have to holler at her much, and I did apologize to her. I didn't get high today though I was feeling very, very, jittery. I think that's a good thing. But you know what's really good. Oooh the romance I just had (LOL). I played my lucky numbers Friday night also. If I win don't be surprised. I've been aiming to win this lotto for the longest, and remember I just told you that I p[layed my lucky numbers. Out of two tickets one of them has to be the lucky ticket.

Now back to when I first woke up Friday morning.

The day is still early, though I though it would be good to start blogging now before I forget what I want to tell yall today. I also think by me blogging, since I can't sleep, that it would take my mind off of wanting to get high. So far so good huh. I also want to say one of Charlie Browns favorite words if I can spell it correctly, and that's, AAAAHHHHHGGGGGGG!
That's exactly how I feel right now. AAAAAAHHHHHGGGG, Very irritated. I only got an hour of sleep since my last blog. I was using the computer in my room, and I had the television on while my wife slept in the bed. All I remember her saying, or complaining about is how I kept her up with the television on, and all of the pecking I was doing on the computer. She seemed pissed. I would have used my other computer in the living room but I keep getting disconnected on it. Sometimes the same thing happens to the one in my bedroom, but not since I called AOL and they helped me fix my connectivity problems. So I surf the net and blog where I feel more comfortable at, and that's in my room. But, it looks as if I'm going to have to make some changes and go back to the living room. I might end up sleeping on the couch as well. I have noticed that my case of insomnia is also taking it's toll on my wife, and since she is the bread winner in our household I need to respect that.

I was suppose to have a meeting today with a guy about starting a gospel magazine. I don't feel up to par so I decided to stay home. I didn't call to tell him I wasn't going to show up, for two reasons; One I'm embarrassed, and two he didn't call me when he renigged on our meeting a few weeks back. I also got the jitters for some dope. I was going to ask my daughter for some mopney but I didn't. I called my boss from the other magazine I worked for to see if I was going to get paid today, and he said probably tommorrow or Tuesday. I think that it's God's way of saying No Drugs Today. I respect that, and I am not going to push the issue. So here I am at 11:52 a.m. pheening, on the edge, and horny. AAAAAAHHHHHGGGGGG!

It's now 3:56 p.m., and I called my oldest daughters phone because I haven't heard from her or my sister since they left this morning. She is suppose to have went to the college to pick up her financial aid check. I didn't say anything this morning because I had a feeling that she might do something crazy like try to cash her check, and spend it. Then she wouldn't have any money to buy her books or supplies. After calling I found out that my daughter is trying to test out of one or more developmental courses she has to take. She really doesn't want to take them, and she is feeling bad because it makes her feel dumb. I hate to say it but she needs those courses, and I don't think that she will test out because in some way she is dumb. That's just the truth, and the facts. She also talked my sister into going to pick her friend up so she could go to the college with her. She acts as if she can't do anything without that girl. I guarantee you that she is going to mess up big time. I can feel it, and I know her like a book. I am really upset because I told her to stop hanging around that girl, and learn how to do stuff by herself. I told her that she could have waited to pick her check up on Wednsday when she goes to school. She would go to class, get her syllabus and then know what books and supplies she would need for her first semester. But, oh no. AAAAAHHHHHGGGGG, she is so f'n hard head, and head strong, she drives me crazy. My sister had some important things to do today. This is her day off. But my daughter has takened up my sisters entire day bs'n around. I left her a message on her phone. If she messes that money up, or don't bring her butt straight home she can move out because I am not going to be worried with her dumb ass any more.

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