Countries and the Culutres as the Experiences of life: A True Story of Conflicts and the Victims

Countries and the Culutres as the Experiences of life: A True Story of Conflicts and the Victims

Dear Readers,

With reverence, I would like to heartily offer my thanksgiving to xomba.com. However, the replies that I have received suggest that I should explain what I want to express in such a great lengthy real lifetime story. Now, I would explain it in accordance with what the suggestions say.

I belong to a family in which my father is a retired vice-principal of Govt. College for Physical Education, Patiala in Punjab. He has been Asian champion and best player, as well as the youngest volleyball player (used to be considered as among best ten in the world as at that time it was not a game in Olympic in early sixties) and decathlon champion of India, interuniversity champion of javelin throw (thus the only living legend of Indian sports being the champion of 12 games), writer, poet, singer, actor, producer and so many other qualities that he brought us up by sacrificing name, fame and money such that students and colleague call him “King” (of sports). He was the best sportsman at the national school games, while at the high school.

The point of importance in the above: He (my father) belonged to a poor family in a village, which was not able to pay even his fee. He reached to an international level in sports by his own efforts as the colleges offered him financial help. Due to lack of funds, he could not prepare for the Olympics. He is extremely reserved kind of person and thus has never interfered in anybody’s life.

He was having many offers of jobs from abroad, but he did not go, for his children, us to learn to serve the community as a good citizens. He could have joined any job, as he was the international player of 12 games. He selected to be a lecturer (teacher) in the sports. He taught almost 50,000 students and used to deposit the fee of the poor students, without ever telling them. His books of poems remained ignored, as he did not want to publish it. He wrote many books, but preferred to be a practical person. He never allowed media throughout his life for name, fame and limelight and preferred a life of privacy. He taught and advised us to learn and earn, so he arranged the cows and buffaloes, so our family worked and studied, while topping in the respective fields of the studies. My sister topped in the university for three years in post graduation and diploma, she won three national awards. One earned great reputation in the media and as national level yoga teacher. We always studied and worked. It is a good lesson to learn. I went to study abroad and got the merit to enter into the University of Adelaide, South Australia, without knowing even how to speak properly in English language before going there, and now I am writing books in English.

The point of importance in the above: He managed to help teach five of his kids to study. The four went to graduation level and my three sisters passed masters degrees. He him self could not complete his masters after passing the first year as the authorities phased the financial support as he was overage to participate in the games (26th year of age). There was none to help him financially. He is among the founder lecturers, who founded the first government college for Physical Education in the North India. He devoted his life for it, attending the morning, afternoon and evening sessions delivering lectures and conducting the practical for about 35 years. His contribution to the college and the physical education is a legendary. He received honors for it, but usually these are not in the form of money. He set an example to remain a sportsperson for more than 60 years. Today even at the age of 72 he is doing his best. His is the only living legend of India, who is international player of 12 games.

His simplicity is setting an example to live a natural life, while having vast global knowledge about all international problems and issues, as he loves philosophy more than anything. My revered mother is a householder wife. Three of my sisters are postgraduates. The family kept a dairy farm while we all studied while working with more than 20 cattle, cows and buffaloes. I do not want to be a joke of the day. However, I regret it is difficult to progress in such adverse circumstances, which our family and I faced; I have helped so many people financially in so many ways that I have no funds right now. I just paid for helping people in trouble hoping that I will get good response and development from the future. However, it was a US$ 4000. We produced a TV serial, the first ever in Punjabi about the Indian Philosophy of Religion, Mythology and Mysticism, and the money has not been made paid to us, it about US$ 50,000. The people, who we offered work in the team first claimed that they were helping as if they have invented a golden chance for us. However, later on their motive change as the money makes mare go. It affected other similar productions from our production house, as a result one of my approve script and pilot episode is waiting for funds to be telecasted.

The point of importance in the above: The philosophy, Divinity and Mysticism is hobby. While dwelling on his pension, he accepted the proposal of making the TV serial. For seven years, the pension went to this work. The loans and others points are part of it. The family’s income remained as if earning for it for until today, as it appears that the channel is going to pay.

The changing values and the ethics are such that one of the person, whom we offered work, asked us to pay some money to the producer, who did not want to produce the religious serial, but he borrowed all the costumes and other team ready to do so, but the budgets did not allow to make any profit from it and thus he took lots of money as if a bribe, as if a golden chance for us so that we may launch the TV serial. Our family had already co-produced a film on the patriotism around the mid of seventies. The person in the team gave guarantee of the production equipments so that we must produce the serial and thus pay the costs for the borrowed equipments and the costumes. We produced it successfully for about 30 episodes. After paying the half of the amount at one stage the channel offered the cheques, as the part of the payments, but the person involved forced others to return it so that full payments me be received. Once the cheques were returned, the members of the channel laughed at us as if we were the fools. They used it against us, though the court overruled it. The person involved became revengeful, as the producers did not support his actions to earn self-honors. One of the worst things he did was to conduct the live telecast, which our production house was conducting at the Gurudwara (the religious place of Sikhism). He tried to create disturbance in the production house. He gave hundreds of missed calls to the people in the production house, sometimes threatening. I have heard his threatening comments on the mobile.

The point of importance in the above: My father never got any honor from the authorities, relatives and the society in the form of finances. He even did not take his share from the property, which he shared with four other brothers. He just said that he was learning while they took care of his family, no share from the property. Moreover, with getting a loan, he bought a small land to build a house. While many people offered him property at cheap rates telling him that the society honors the money not the ideals, he did not bother, not even toady, The film that he co-produced, along with our family members though young, he gave money from his earnings, played the main role of an Indian sage, but did not take a penny for it. Moreover, the film is still waiting to be released. That was investment for social awareness and welfare. The cause was good, but the result the usual one. He never took a loan to build the house or buy a vehicle, like a car or so. His ideals are that are the children are the living houses and the banks, whatever is invested, it contributes towards their development.

The point of importance for the following: This person about whom the descriptions are here. He intentionally played a game knowing that our family is not a professional as all are artists in it. The two sisters are MA in Music and the other in Theater and Television, and my self the writer. Such people know how to get advantage from the creative and artist people. It goes as follows:

He has earned a great reputation in the scholarly works on the Religions as he is well versed in the religion and mythology. He has received many awards for it from around the world from the religious and the communal people. He is a comrade, the communist, who uses his knowledge on a purpose. Those who honor him seem to promote the religions in a new shape that suits them. He is capable of managing anything in his favor using his sharp intellect. The name of my nephew appeared in the TV serial as an assistant producer, he managed to remove it. He claims that he can put anybody’s feet on the fire and cause disputes in the people living in the integration. For example, he somehow got my sister’s uncle’ s email and as a schemer, writes such a marvelous letters and the emails to influence people in his favor that the uncle asked why we do not give respect and offer reverence to such a great person. On the other hand, my father has warned him many times not to interfere in the matters of the production house as he is an employ not the owner. On his excessive interference, the FIR was almost lodged, which was withdrawal as he promised that he would never interfere in the production house and the matters related to it. Thus in the international community the communalism in the religious mask is stepping towards suppressing the creative people so that the maximum advantage may be availed from them.

While the whole world is searching to solve the problems of the pollution and survival of the life on the plant, the political parties and others similar groups are searching the ways to earn name, fame and honor of spreading their theories and the philosophies as the ideals for the international community. The creative thinkers and the arts are going into such a severe emotional problems and depressions that they have no place to appeal, as they are humble and know how to obey the laws and the principles of the nature. They law abiding and have Fear of God. Their feelings of reverence seem the butter on the professional people’s breads. The professionalism seems the god of the modern age and media as the messengers of professional peace. We as the human need to pause and regret about the dying of the creative thinking and the arts as it is the standard of living without it is standard of completions for survival, the lowest level of human living. The emotional energy is dissipating and we may claim that we are developing as the modern people, in which the emotions are not for creative thinking and arts, but the human weakness, as the professional may claim.

The point of importance in the above: Our family of artists has some problems from the above-described people. One of my elder sisters eventually went on for the medication and is now dependent upon us. She is a singer, dancer, and having emotional problems, while having treatment for it from more than 21 years, as she is not a professional woman, not even married yet. On the other hand, one sister married, while she was a lecturer at the college, but after two years, she led an ideal life of a single mother, now for more than 20 years. She committed her self to social work and welfare; she helped many poor students, as a social worker, one of among them became an MBBS doctor and the other engineer. She has an aim of life, though creative and the artistic.

The regret of the modern age, burning the petrol in seconds that takes millions of years to come into existence. The extinction of such global treasures seems the earnings of the professionals. It seems the morphine of obeying God and accepting His Will is for the sensitive and God fearing people, while the law and order is to defend others, who get the benefits and preach others for tolerance. The Asia is the region, where messenger of peace of most of the religions and the faiths of the world came to help the humanity, but now it is a place of armed forces and the weapons and people here seem terrorists, though most of them seem to defend the ancient way of living, which does not seem to support the modern science, technology, industry and trade, which is spreading the pollution, which may remain on the globe for thousands of years to come, child dying, while the elders are living a better life. It is irony of the modern age. The freedom of abortion has made the life low in fertility as the species are having lesser count in the food chain. The females, like earth, when they go through abortions, it damages the health, the males cannot experience it. It is same with the sensitive people; the professionals may not experience the abortion of emotions and the damaged sensitivity. However, time is a good healer, we will slowly learn the ethics, laws and the principles of nature slowly to live happy and the natural life, as we learning to eat less sweets and the salts.

The point of importance in the above: These are normal comment as a social worker and research worker. It simply says that without the modern developments the world could have been a natural place, without any pollution and high greed for money, as if the grabbing level. It is regrettable that while there are certain people or the communities, which are labeled as the terrorists, though they seek the their identity as a member of world family. The aborigines and the other ancient along with the natural way of living from thousands of years seem an anti-modern and antisocial as the modernization does not seem to accept that all wish to preserve the cultures and the customs. The pornography on the Internet does not help the human civilization to become civilized, this one of the factor, which if one opposes seems a backward. However, there is a need to pause and think about it.

I managed the entire project financially right from the beginning. The channel, which broadcasted it, is not paying it from last more than five years, though the court has sent it a legal notices. If it were invested in the bank, it would be doubled by now. If it was in the circulation of the production house, it could have been a different story. The project for which it had an investment was more than half million of US dollar as reported in the court in the Patiala. Our company at Mumbai the Universal Creative Vision is facing a financial crisis. However, we have recovered a lot by paying back our debits and loans. I would share that lack of money has blocked my 25 general and 25 children’s books, which are in waiting to be published. It is not to manipulate anybody emotionally. I am sharing it because the person, who earned such a great honor internationally and lead a noble life is suffering just because the people cheat such people. Such a great people serve humanity and their children suffer, as the social competition is different from the playground. The social ethics are different and difficult as the true living is.

The point of importance in the above: We did not have money, except my father’s retirement funds and the pension. Therefore, I managed loans and other financial arrangements for the project. The loans are still there, we are recovering, as the channel has not yet obeyed the orders of the Mumbai court. The appeals to the authority have no results. The authorities seem to have a great influence from the international business community, the professional, whose main aim is to earn money by any means. It seems a regretting for us, as the democracy may not be able to solve any global problem, no matter in whatever form. We have the pollution as the governing body owned by those, who seem to spread it helplessly, separating people from natural and the healthy life.

As a result, the athlete is, my father, now bed ridden, because of such problems, with heart and paralytic kind of attack, the clot in the brain, though recovering. He has served for more than three and half decades as a professor in the government college of education. You see for me my personal life is more important than money. I am a silly kind of person always going ahead with my aims and researches. Money is a need not the greed; it helps some people. I do not want it free. The works that I do are from real life experiences. I have been studying from 1976 to till today, as in 2006; I got my Ph.D. (AM). I went to study Australia for Ph.D. as a young person with a dream, but my scholarship was phased out because I was the single Indian studying there in 1989-90. It was a decision from the authorities as the mutual help between India and Australia did not include the education section for that year. I suffered a lot and finished my graduation in six years, though not failing or leaving any gap year in my studies.

The point of importance in the above: This financial problem and the family disgrace, and the channel playing a games gave my father a heart problem, which he recovered, though there were only 20% chances for his recovery. Thanks to the relevant doctors. Then in 2005, he got clot in the brain, the result was the paralysis on the right side. He is recovering, though bed ridden. The national hero is struggling for the idealism. My going to study needed money, it was again loan, as the scholarship was subsidized one. It was disgrace for our family as after years of honor as the topper of the school going abroad and getting no further scholarship, while the family was not able to afford it. I remember my father’s comment to the Australian person, who used to visit us saying that if the army of USA and the alliance can come to fight in the Gulf (1990-91), why a student studying cannot get a scholarship. He just replied that authority and the public would help me. The opposite did occur. He simply meant that when the world can support the war and violence as if violence for silence, why the silent scholars and the research workers remain behind the clouds.

In 1990, I get the advice that I should apply for stay permanently in Australia. I used to have some headaches, so I was asked to contact the psychiatrist, he said that when a student is getting the distinction and passing the examinations, the authority need to pay attention to it. Personally he was not able to appeal for me, though he supported the idea that I should apply for the PR on these grounds, that I was offered the scholarship for as long as study, but phased out just the after three days, when arrived in Australia. All the appeals from the honorable citizens failed to avail it further. The Indian High Commission also requested but it did not have any result. Then, while I was going to fill the application, an Australian woman, whom I treated as a sister, said that the Australian community would consider it as a short cut way to live in the country though there were reasons that I did not get scholarship in continuity. I withdrew my application to honor the nation. Then some people offered financial help on the condition that I should support the anti-human movement such that people living in the religious places at VIP’s and on honorable positions deserve the higher status than the congregation as usually appears when such people visit and live at the religious place as if a VIP, sacrificing the sense of equality present among the people in the congregation and humanity in general.

The point of importance in the above: All of the known people suggested and supported it. One of the African students with the same problem got the PR after applying. If I obeyed the authorities, it does not mean that I had evil thoughts making me afraid of applying. The feelings of the reverence are not timidity. The social suppression seem to have caused the global depression and degeneration as the kids dying while the professional seem to claim that they are doing everything for the next generations, it seems an irony, which needs a personal attention as a citizen to check whether there is any significant contribution towards the balance of biorhythm of nature, which helps all to live a happy and the health life. When one considers about these global issues for a moment we may ignore what one is, rich, poor, officer, civilian or whatever.

For me as a member of human community, it appears that such people disgrace the true religions and the humanism, as if one turns religious places into a five star hotels. They tend to change the universal laws and the principles present in the Religion, Divinity, Mysticism and Philosophies of the human wisdom. The purpose of these universal laws and the principles is to promote that sense of equality is the way to achieve the humanly goal of superego guiding our egos. The feelings of reverence to preserve the ethics and the values for the selfless state of the ego seem the aim of better civilization. Once one tries to disturb it, the appearing motives seem to degenerate the world order for better civilization with peaceful living. The selflessness seems the original state of the ego, giving us the creativity so that we avoid criticizing others as if judging others and not contributing towards the human civilization through the creative thinking and the arts, like singing. The simple example is that most of the people cannot sing classical music or like it, even the normal singing seems disappearing. We seem to suppress the original and depend on the artificial. However, it is just a temporary phase, as the nature cannot allow anyone to disturb the universal biorhythm.

The point of importance in the above: The only point is that our future generations may not pay homage to the works that has caused such a high level of pollution, violence and hatred. The corruption creation seems rapidly and most spreading in all spheres, while violating the balance of nature is worse than any kind of terrorism. We may claim that we have developed a lot in the modern age. However, the amazing point is that no one can personally claim that it is a great achievement for the biorhythm of nature and the health of all living ones on the planet. However, publicly, we seem to claim to have brought peace with violence. We seem to be proud of what we have rather than what we are. It seems a power play, the kids learning to fight for peace.

I refused it, so they seemed to go against my views. They are influential people, who seem to influence the decisions, which the authorities take by appealing as a group as I observe many cases, in which people were getting the illegal help through this process. The Australian immigration office at Adelaide verbally said that they would send a file of my case to the Australian high Commission at New Delhi. I believed it and returned to India. When I met the concerned immigration officer, he said that I was made fool. It seemed as if one wins the lottery on the Internet and finally gets nothing. I even then lodged and application for migration. The refusal was there; meanwhile I applied for scholarships in Canada and New Zealand after it, however I could not get it though I was eligible. Then did my bets to fulfill the condition specified in the immigration processes. After completion of my graduation, I applied again. The refusal was because I do not have work experience, though I presented that I have been tutoring for years, but it was not relevant. Then one of my friend happen to select me for the position of a tutor, however when I approached the High Commission, he was having a trouble that why he offered a job to me, without publishing it first in the newspapers.

The point of importance in the above: For the authorities there are many such cases, who pretend to appeal on the humanitarian grounds, claiming as if they are professionally skilled to get the philanthropic funds and the sympathy from them. The closed files seems as if burying the person alive. The file does not represent a person; rather the person represents it. The peace in the files does not make the library a peace activation center. We may consider it as the counties and cultures becoming one, while ignoring that the subconscious mind do not usually accept it.

However, even then he sent a letter, that if my ever migrate I can avail the job. I completed my work experience, and then another objection was there that I do not have first class degree. It was the end of the third application. I finished there fourth requirement as I obtained the additional subject Education passed in 1996-97. There was a letter of appeal from the senior and honorable citizens from Australia that the law is ruining my career, they assured the responsibility for me, and offering all possible help for my living. I started to feel as if I have become a victim of some kind of international propaganda, in which none can help me. Though it may be a false assumption, however, I never got reply from the High Commission about any request. All the appeals from the honorable citizens failed to avail even a reply from the Australian High Commission at New Delhi. Then they send me a sponsor letter to visit and meet my friends and deliver lectures. Then I did not have enough desire and funds, so I could not go. One of the Australian girl, whom I treated as a sister, offered three times, even after my coming back to India that I should marry her just to get the PR in Australia. However, the reason I say that people laughs that I requested her that it is not our custom and my conscience does not allow to accept such proposal. The sister remains a sister, though for some people it does not matter.

The point of importance in the above: It appears that authorities in the west seem to believe that the value system of East appears to be spreading the terrorism and crime globally. It may be the cause that like preserving it seems against the modern age of professionalism. It is a 9th wonder of the history that there are no discussions among the terrorists and the authorities. They commit crime as if appealing that they also belong to the families and the world community. The parent wait for their child to become a good civilian, we seem to have the need of it, the concept of not separating any human from the world family. This is global separatist’s movement, which seems legalized. The worst level is that we are separating our self from the nature, while going towards the artificial or people in the west usually call it, the plastic behavior. Now, the modern person would claim that the term Mother Nature is a sexiest term. This is a separatist’s statement. We take birth, grow, survive and die in nature; it is an attribute the Mother Nature.

This entire trauma seems as if the people in the East are just victim of international political, diplomatic, communal and religious propaganda. They seem to make a person to get the best possible advantage as if they plan the future of the individuals like me. I feel that there are international lobbies, which may use or abuse any person for any of their motive, naming it the utilitarian theory and a good cause for international community. I may be wrong, but just wonder and feel ashamed of such propagandas as a human. I always remained a topper in the school and worked sincerely to learn English to study abroad as I was a student, who studied in Punjabi as the medium of instructions for until grade 10. I managed on my own to go to study abroad after sincere studies and efforts for more than three years. I never ever have tome even to visit my relatives during my student life at school. I start to meet them after the age of 23 or 24 years. I wonder if they can label anybody a terrorist, pretender or a common person trying to take typical steps to become a unique and a renowned person. When we all are suffering globally, what is the use and taste of name, fame and money, which cannot heal the nature, the pollution and diseases, even if we invest all the treasures present on earth for it.

The point of importance in the above: It is question of great importance that when there were movements against the modern scientists and medical practitioners, they had to take refuge in Asia, and now this continent seems the house of pollution. When anyone dies whether a soldier or a terrorist, it is global suffering. It seems a sincere need for doing research concerning it, not just releasing of white papers or clean chits (slips). We may pause and think whether we are the healers or the dealers for world peace. There does not seem any cause to separate anyone from the world family. The Indian Philosophy says that the only person, who may be called terrorist, is the one who does not contribute towards the preservation and the natural development of nature. These are called the Asurs, the creator of pollution at various level, but particularly in the nature. The modern term of terrorist does not seem appropriate in this context. The political terrorism thus is ruling with the theory of the divide and rule, which is not ideal for any country, what the global need seems is that unite and serve, the ideal of the political and governing philosophies of any political party in the world.

The reason for expressing it is that the woman, who advised me not to lodge an application for PR; while I was studying in Australia; revealed horrific facts. When she came to India along with her husband, she confessed that her husband had submitted such an allegation against me, that I was almost a blacklisted person in the official files. How I would be treated in my motherland after he confirmed such allegations is a dream of the Dark Age, which he would claim as if his vision fulfilled as he earned a lot name, fame and reputation and disgraced my family and me as well, while pretending to be our well wisher while visiting us as a guest to support us. He made a comment that the Golden Temple was far away, which meant that I should never dream to go back to Australia. He alleged that I might be a terrorist, he happened to get two or more witnesses intentionally. She said, though she gave hint of it while in Australia, that if I try to get PR by any means I will face troubles due this allegation. The person, whom he referred as a terrorist along with me is, at present, one of the most renowned preacher and scholar of Sikhism. She confessed that her husband wanted to a be saint as he earned a lot of good will and fame as becoming a Sikh from a Christian or just a white person. She said he wants that people should honor him as if they honor other saints in India.

The point of importance in the above: It is a normal human nature. The people, who do not get the desired recognition, may go for such short cuts. These are the legalized separatists spreading the global movement against all human civilizations and others smaller units in it. They need to smile, the annoyed person seems terrorist, but after all one is a human. We do not even seem to offer opportunities that one may change.

I must add that if one ever has any allegation in a foreign country, the home country would naturally accept the person as a suspected. However, the same person approached the Indian authorities about proving his allegation that I may be an anti-social persona that they should treat him a dedicated and devoted to India. The reason for it is that when I arrived back to India, the same spiritual person, whom he asked about me, informed me. The spiritual person from the internationally renowned place at New Delhi to told me that before I arrived, two investigators visited him to know more about me. He ensured them that the allegations by the Australian person were self-assumed and on purpose, as he was getting the great honors from the politicians, public and the media. He wanted to earn a reputation as if he can read anybody as a book to claim that one is a criminal or a terrorist. I was sure that I have never committed any crime, so I was not affected by this information, though the shock was severe largely. I wonder if the international agencies of the vigilance, Interpol police and the other similar investigation teams would accept claims from such people as the reliable and the valid just because they represent the developed countries or work for some international propaganda. I regret about the silence that the Australian authorities observed on it.

The point of importance in the above: It may seem blaming someone to get sympathy for me. However, the gap that is developing between east and the west needs attention. The armies and the terrorists seem going abroad, as if there is an international program of exchange. Have the military training, there is a common ground missing, and it is accepting all as the members of the world family.

The emphatic and creatively critic letters of appeal to the Australian authorities did not get any attention as they seemed to have a permanent attitude towards me. It may be that my letters would have served the recyclable process from the rubbish bin to bond papers that express the global love and affection to ruin a man for just few witnesses. The woman, who supported my cause, said that if God is present in the universe He must help me. My classmates at the university wanted to agitate and protest for my appeal, but I requested them not to do so. The authorities were so determined that my fee of second semester was getting late, they asked the university not to allow me finish even the first year of studies, but the university refused it. They said that it is not ethical and goes against the reputation of the university. They allowed me to continue studies even after 15 years, it was the last comment from the career counselor at the university, and that time is over now. I remember that in the presence of many people, the enquiry office of immigration and the ethnic affairs shouted at me asking if I had been to Australia for studies or for PR.

The point of importance in the above: One does not deserve conviction. I signed a document before leaving for studying until I pass, under all circumstances; I had to come back as per the conditions of the scholarship of the subsidized quota. One does not need personal interference. The west is not heaven for which people should be treated like this. It disgraces both, the authorities and the people in concern. The people in the west have sorrows and the pains as all the other people in the world. It seems to me, the reader may have different opinion.

It was a disgrace such that I even refused to accept the permanent job letter for 5 to 15 years from the Scientology office, as a counselor as I considered finishing my studies in India. The person Jeff interviewed me and offered this job. I thank God that He saved me from the international communal lobby war, the sweet fruit giving the bitterness at the end. I worked at the farmhouses in the summer holidays, but they offered me only the one fourth of the wages for 14 hours work for about two months. However, they have great communal and social respect and reputation as they serve the nation. They gave me paper to sign that I have received 100% wages and I signed it, they were happy as the Christmas gift was sweeter from the student in need. I would share that the lawyers asked me to appeal in the court against the decision taken by the Australian authorities ruining my health and career, but I kept it a silence as they would have taken another serious action as the authorities can produce any evidence even if all people support, they know how find the truth. It appears right that never believe a person with beard is an international logo, not just national saying of Australia.

The point of importance in the above: Well, think by all of your heart, body, mind and soul, it seems true. These people with beard are the naturalists, who are usually not accepted until after their death. One point is that natural life is accepting that one is gong to die one day, the truth, which one cannot ignore. It makes a naturalist live as if one waits for the smile, which one would like to see on every face, not just a child. The naturalist lives like a child.

The time, energy and money that my family invested in my going abroad happily to get Ph. D. and become a lecturer in my home country went to the deposits as if a forced donation. The airfares, visa fee and so on. My working in Australia and the income I had went to the fee and living expenses. The studies at the university did not get any recognition in India, so my family had to afford for three more years so that I may complete my graduation. The entire process for study turned into a disgrace and wastage of time, energy and money as well. After getting so late and waiting some attention from the Australian authorities, I could not get any job. For how long one can, study is a question in such an adverse conditions. I wonder if it was an experiment, the scientist performs on the animals like the rats. I had to go through medication after 1996 as it was beyond human body, mind and heart to bear it. Even the worst person in the jail gets the opportunity to study. I wonder if I am a hardcore and hardheaded criminal, perhaps, they may be right, who knows the truth, the authorities and the media has the power to prove anything as they want to. It seems the best gift we are offering to nature as a thanksgiving, though it is spreading the thought pollution.

The point of importance in the above: It is almost a repeated paragraph. Does one prepares for years that after 20 years, when one will be overage, and would appeal, resulting that those, who never helped would rush to help. This usually does not happen. The human nature usually follows the theory of selfish gene. There are a few people and they always help as if the cause is common. Otherwise, the people leave a comment labeling it as the attempt of a common person.

Well, in any case, I made sincere efforts to get my B. Ed. and other higher qualifications, though at least I got Ph. D. (AM), but the honor I aimed for to get Ph. D. was offered as the allegation, which is still a mystery. Had I been a western person, the authorities would have shown the international standards of living that an individual needs. However, as they claim I still pretend to offer thanksgiving to God, which does not need their approval, I wonder if the religion, humanism and other human values are just to preserve in the libraries as the mummies are kept in the Egypt. The wastage of my prime time of youth for more than twenty years remains a tribute to all those, who accepted Will of God as above the human conspiracies and international network of dominance in most of the creative fields, in which the media does not offer the publicity showing the live telecast how the great people donate and offer pity on the needy and the poor, as of such people do not belong to world family. I would name it the movement of separatist worse than terrorism, in which the creative or people are separated from the international community. It seems a disgrace, if we consider it as a human.

The point of importance and concern in the above: The person in hospital should not weep, cry or scream, because it may disturb the other patients. This controlled silence to help the authorities can just make one take medication help and it usually happens. I know a girl, who wanted to live like a nun, she gave the land, money and personal support to build a school, in return she got allegations, and finally attempted suicide, went on to medication. I was in the investigation team of the trust, which runs the school, but ultimately due to pressure from the seniors, she could not get any justice. However, she improved and settled, while setting an example for others.

The other false claim that appears to make the Indians victims is that many people in India do not choose to make girl or the boy friends, the way people do in the west. It seems an odd point in the character of the Indians. I realized it when the stepfather of a girl seemed to make me give a look if I interact with girls and others with such motives. The entire idea of playing the cricket as the pretender’s game is not the way one needs as a substitute, while seeking prayers and the blessings from the elders. I encountered some incidents similar to it. The Indian people usually express compassion, which appears passion as it is to care and the cultural differences make the wrong impressions. The caring seems a taking a step to make someone friend or disturb emotionally. When any Indian goes with a purpose, the romance or emotional involvements is not o the agenda. This is a global phenomenon such that the research scholars do not want to involve in such matters interfering in their works. These are of no importance, while considering the global problems. I would appeal on behalf of all Indians and people of the others nations that people doing research works need care as the stamped passport bears the name of the Head of the nation to deal the person as one is.

The point of importance in the above: I study the global matters and the difference between professionalism in the west and the carefree life in the east about who rules the nation or the world seems to give an impression that all religious and philanthropic people, who suffered for world as a family makes them Messiahs or saviors of the world, but their teachings usually become the source of income, the profession, rather than a personal contribution for peace and welfare of all.

The point of importance for the following paragraph: The wise person never interferes when one requests to grant some humanly care. This person, he just represent what one can do with getting help from the authorities and or the public as described, as seems to me:

While I was ready to give the exam of entrance test for B. Ed, he arrived at my home a day before and insisted that he wanted blessings from the saint. I told him that my exam was just near, but he insisted, thinking that it was a good cause; I took him to meet the saint. On the way, back he criticized him saying as if he knows everything. I just missed my B. Ed studies due to fatigue as I received 120.5 score, 5 students got admission on it and the others above. He says that Indians go abroad only for money. He kept on damaging me by different means, though the spirituals told him that it was not a good work as he sought to know more about me from a spiritual person at Delhi. His wife told me, that even though he warned him not to impose any allegation, but he did what he aimed for. The spiritual person warned me to be beware of him as the motives of such people is for name and fame, while disgracing others just to prove that they have the holy spirit working through them and they are the messengers of God.

The other fact is that the communal people helped a person to get a refugee status during those days of terrorism in the Punjab; he visited intentionally to confirm that I might have links with such people. The religious society supported him, claming that he was the son-in –law of the Sikh General of Indian army; which the authorities seemed to have accepted. I have heard it; I cannot give witness, and the only thing I know is that he was just an auto driver at New Delhi. I regret that he did his best to earn name, fame and honor. In such cases, it is natural to assume that these matters are international propaganda. The VIP kind of communal people in religious mask help such causes any ruin anyone, who requests that the religions are for equality not for personally invested, motives. I wonder that one day they may claim everybody a terrorist, who says that there is a difference between a picnic place and the worship place. I would like to share that such people spread a kind of terrorism, which is passive in nature. I would seek you pray that our earth be free from such human greed for name, fame and money as it changes human into ash. The burning candles always melt.
The point of importance: The loopholes, which promote the terrorism and other social activities are present when there is support from the various communities in the world supporting people, without getting any proper information. The authorities need more scrutiny before accepting the pressure from the communal or ethnic groups.

During my studies in Australia, I wrote letters to USA and some others authorities about helping the genuine cases, in which one follows the laws and the principles of nature for solving the personal, social and the global problems, while doing my research work on this theme on my own based on the comparative religious studies and Metaphysics. However, I did not get a response. Then around the middle of nineties, I proposed a research report on it and around in year 2000, had the opportunity to discuss these matters with the President Bill Clinton, however I could reach there. It was not just lack of the funds. It was intentionally opposed due to similar reasons, as there are many NGO’s and other fund raising people, who do some works to get money from the UNO or allied or the similar donors. I wonder if all of these people work together to manipulate international community. He even supported some people to migrate to USA showing that they are born in the village, though they live in the metro cities. They never hesitate to play a game with sensitive people. However, my research paper was read at the Washington, DC. About the issues about which, I have written almost 50 books. I am an introvert and reserved person, who needs privacy do the research works. I do not aim for fame or limelight. I lost the charm to migrate, as it appears that such people or lobbies are stronger, though not than the goodness, that is present in many forms. The natural life gives the personal joy whether we face sorrows, pains and or joys. I seek prayers, blessings and good wishes for it.

The point of concern: My father taught us about all religions of the world. My research works and the books focus on the common thread present among the religions and the other philosophies of the world. The paragraph below simply describes the human weakness to earn the feelings of reverence from others, some people do the same with power, money and dominance, and it goes as my personal experience as follows:

It is to share with people helping people that in India, the Reiki masters practice it and they are honored a lot. The reason that people touch elders’ feet in India has the same cause and reason, which the communal people, who wants to be VIP’s as said above, oppose. Touching the feet of a revered person is just to earth the negative energy present within; mystically, though the Indian Religions ask not to seek that others should do it, but out of humbles, one may do so. People touch their feet to surrender to receive the maximum faith in them. These Reiki masters usually renounce the worldly joys and become saints. Indian sages, Rishi’s, Muni’s and other spirituals, thus earn lot of honor. This is feeling of reverence for their philanthropic works and selflessly helping the sick and needy. He wanted to enjoy that status, without earning any level or mastery in the Reiki. His wife confessed that he would never succeed in such pretending image of a saint. She blessed me that his allegations one day will disappear as a fog, which the authorities accepted so authentically. As a research scholar I understand that such diplomatic tactics are people, who may be used for some self-invested purposes, as my saying it now after 15 years would have been the anticipated result. I sincerely salute to her and other people in Australia, who always offer prayers for me, send blessings and good wishes. One of my Christian friends, the enlightened soul, said before I left Australia that it was a God’s Plan for me that I would have to go through it. However, I am in the flesh not a spirit, saint or an angel.

Well, my sincere request for help is that I not able to get a scholarship for submission and getting the doctoral. I have spent about 20 years serving the human community philanthropically. While doing this I have become a non-professional person. Now, anybody can laugh at my father, family and me as well saying "see this family and the members have set an example trying to be honest, let us not copy him and ruin our career as they have done.” The one of the reason is that after studying for 30 years, I did not get a reputed job or become a rich person. However, we are used to hear such comments. Perhaps, the elder and senior people wanted to teach us a lesson, though not in the education, works and playgrounds, yet socially. I congratulate all those, who selected us to go through such tough times and still blaming as if we are living the schizoid world as if one is a schizophrenic or eccentric. Now, they have succeeded to prove it and we have failed to be like them. This seems to have caused the global professionalism of the ethics and the universal values of the laws and the principles of nature present in the true religion, philanthropy and humanism.

The point of importance: Well, my father got the fame internationally; we produced a TV serial the first ever in the regional language. The fame is not our need. All members are internationally known, but are not professional. The lectures are delivered gave lot honor, however, I had to sign that I do not need TA, DA and other funds for it. I delivered lectures of 3 to 4 hours duration and workshops for full day, but without getting money. I just wanted it for research. I cannot ask for money. Asking for scholarship is a different issue, begging money or seeking financial aid is different too. The scholarship is just an honor if one can earn it. The following paragraphs just express that if I qualify for any scholarship one may help, otherwise just ignore it, please, as there are millions of students, who do not even get a chance to enter a university.

I would sincerely request that it is not to offend anybody, if it does to anyone, I would regret and request that life is having a God’s Plan for all of us and we follow it naturally, though sometimes requests are like the prayers. It is same for making this appeal. Well, there is one point that makes one appeal. My appeal is that anyone on the aidpage.com or reading it otherwise, may kindly accept one request that we all share problems. However, God creates solution for all problems that we ever face. The efforts count not the success. The people, who feel or believe, that by cheating or emotionally blackmailing one succeed in the modern age are wrong because the ethics and the values change the world, not the world that degenerates it to suit the self-invested motives. I would encourage all of the people in problems of any kind that we need a spirit, the enthusiasm, the God within us to obtain the success. However, we need one another’s help to do so, such that the brokers of human emotions may not have deadly affects on the way we live and think.

Though I have described many odd situations, our family members have not left the path, the hope, I would like name it as a sharing with those, who feel that the evil may destroy their lives, just keep hopes, I would request. During these all of these odd times, I have managed to carry all of my works. I would like to request again that have designed the nine to twelve years curriculum for this purpose with more than 25 books and another set of the same for the children, so it is about 50 books in all; two are published on it. Some students enrolled for it, the first one was the Canadian teacher. Due to lack of the proper platform it could not become the part of our society for education, research developments for the community, the research, it is my hobby to, and I have done lots of research work on it. The prima factor is that I need guidance about how I would get a postgraduate degree with some financial aid and fee waiver. I do not seek financial aid from the aidpage as a donation, however I am waiting that someone may advice me about how I can achieve my goal of getting what I seek as I want to submit my thesis, though approved in many university, however the funds are not available.

All of my thesis works are ready for the submission for the postgraduate degrees like the MA/M. Phil/Ph. D/D. Sc. and for publications as well. It may be good help for me that I get the degree with full financial aid for any of these degrees from the concerned institution. You may laugh, as I usually do that it simply means obtaining the degree without paying the fee on the online or the otherwise. I may submit the thesis in for many degrees, but I need just one or two (MA and Doctoral) as described in the details about me. Having the degrees work as if one is having a license in some parts of the world, otherwise, you may better consider it. Meanwhile I am having many investments while doing the research work on a subject matter, Philselfology, the new subject for kids and youngster to do research works, it is philanthropic research work. I have been conducting many workshops, seminars, camps from 1991, particularly from 1996 when I started to do so for the universities, I delivered about 500 hundred lectures in the universities receiving the letters of appreciation, and went to rural schools and other institutions to continue my research with workshops and lectures.

All of it has been from my own pocket. My research work completed successfully, but I have become somewhat a non-professional kind of person as I invested a lot in the projects without any output financially. I made a complete project on the Philselfology with an approved pilot episode, in which the ancient wisdom is expressed in the modern context, but I am waiting for funds to run it. To get the degree has been my dream, as I want to continue my research so that it may contribute substantially to the society. It would be honest to express that I cannot accept any financial aid on any compromise, as I feel obliged and will return it, when I have the funds, though I do not pledge it. I do not want money for my any of work, though the helping people may do so if one wishes to help me in publishing my books, which are getting delayed as in some cases, though I can edit the publishers seek the editing from some renowned editors, so that the books may have more sale, though the critics from the USA have evaluated my books as the very good ones and useful for all globally, particularly for the children.

Had I have the money to afford for the editors; the books could have been on sale, this is what seems to me. I can print these books on my own, but I am not a good distributor or a salesperson. Therefore, I need money as if a loan, not as a donation. Here the word “loan” is something as if a publisher publishes a book without seeking money in advance. I can get it from the bank as I am not a defaulter, but getting the right publisher is of a great concern, the higher octave than just taking a loan and investing the place without knowing the people as I receive many emails that I have won millions of dollars and just need to pay a little to get it. If one feels still better help kindly, pray for me and send me your good wishes and blessings. God surely answers all prayers. Anyway, the degree of the MA/PhD. is just my need, as I feel. It is a social need so as to contribute to the human community with Philselfology in which whatever we are doing or whatever one does becomes a contribution, as described in the detailed profile or bio-data. Please, advice me about how I can get the postgraduate degree(s) or fee waiver for it. The scholarships follow the long processes; I just need to submit my thesis works that is all I need, but without going through long process as I have been from 21 years. If there are publishers, who may publish the books without asking for money in advance is another aspect that seeks your kind attention. If you need details kindly, refer to my profile. I would to hear from you and the concerned ones as a privilege on the

. I am always seeking your good wishes, blessings and the prayers to accomplish my works. Thanks!
With good wishes, regards and the sincere thanks.
Yours sincerely,
Dr. Harmander Singh

P.S.: There may be repetitions, which you may kindly ignore. For your kind attention, I am pasting the foreword that was for my first published book, which is still waiting the proper platform, the publisher/distributor for marketing, and the foreword is:

The comment from MR. I. B. Muirden, Retired Principal of Muirden College, Adelaide, South Australia:

FOREWORD

Harmander Singh arrived to study in Adelaide, South Australia in1989 with a very small package of cloths, which was different from the voluminous luggage brought by other Asian students coming for study.

This difference was significant. It demonstrated that Harmander’s main interest was the intellectual and spiritual, not study for ultimate economic gain.

His book amply illustrates the great importance self-study has for the improvement of the intellect and the spiritual process. His book provides a great many suggestions and aids to show how one may improve your self-study and learning skills.
The book demands and deserves thoughtful and serious attention. I would commend it to all students everywhere.

(Signed)

Ian Muirden BA, FCES
Retired Principal of Muirden College
Adelaide, South Australia

P.S. from the author: With thanks to Mr. Muirden for his comment for my book, "Self Study and Learning for Peace of Mind" previously named,” Improve Your Self Study and Learning Skills, published in 1997 and then in 1999.

Thanks for sharing your time and reading it.