In Sept of 2005 I was 222lbs... and I'm only 5 foot 3 inches tall... so I was very round... round round round!

Well over the two and a half years of dieting I have lost 70 lbs... but I'll be damned if I don't still crave the shit out of food. Why is it that it has to be so hard to lose weight and keep it off... why do I have a love of food?? Obviously my body can't handle the love for food! SO WHY????

It's been wicked wicked hard to keep from ballooning up because of my mind state lately. I don't feel like dieting anymore... so what? I'm just not gonna??? What the hell is wrong with me?? why would i throw away something I worked so hard to acheive... plus i'm not at my goal weight yet anyway.

Then Heathen