Andreea's Xombytes

June 24, 2008

To the most beloved man on earth

- Don't make me laugh, I hate you.. Why NOW? It would've been easier to just let it go..
- I'm not sure someone could get to understand me, my decision..

„For I, when in the sky the glory's lost it's shine/ I find it back in your eyes, oh Adam!" (Eve,in "Human Tragedy" by M.Imre)

You'll be coming back to me, my dear one, 'till the circle's closed. As long as you keep thinking of what we had, and your heart's keeping pieces of "us", the story won't find it's end.

"If you weren't you, I wouldn't remain myself..
So bring me the coldest winters, give me autumns full of tears,
Tell me hurting words, or even betrade my love,
But never, never say goodbye to me"

Im still breathing, ashes of air, running trough my blood, and whispering your words: it's over, from this moment,there's no "us" anymore.

Bitterly I'm wearing my piece of meat that refuses to take our heart's shape again. And I'm scratching her, and I'd like to see her burning, piece by piece, in that fire born in February.. But she's not listening to me.. she's not listening to me anymore, when I'm telling her: reborn,oh sinful heart, and do feel again! She's struggling in that morsel of time between yesterday and today. She's accepting it, and denying it as well.