eihdra's Xombytes

I waited for him for many years and now I cant believe that he'll be turning 9 this August.My first born son, is what I am talking about.
You see,I got married when I was 22, got my marriage annuled at the very young age of 27 but still my long time wish to have a baby wasn't granted. Well, maybe God thought that I wasn't ready yet. With all the pains and sufferings I've been through, a baby would be one good reason to ease my pains. But then, God would have already thought of many reasons why He didn't give me one yet. I know some of the reasons that's why I accepted His decision. Guess, one was to fix the problems first before giving me another challenge..