madpeys's Xombytes

I am so tired of being tired. I am tired of having stress, and headaches. I am tired of being overweight, and tired of not being able to control of what I eat. I am tired to trying to exercise and eat healthy.

A person that can be there for you no matter what. Someone to share your happy moments with you. Laugh with you, cry with you, listen to you, understand you. Someone you love.

A person that can that can point out you faults, and understand that you are not being critical just being a friend.

As I get older I learn that things that used to be important to me are not so important anymore. I learn to not sweat the small stuff and I learn to pick my battles. I learn that life is a gift. A gift that can be taken away at any second. So I have learned to value my family more because I never know when it will be the last time I get to see them. I have learned that someday things that I have taken for granted will no longer be, such as calling my mom or dad to get their advice. No more I love you's and see you to tomorrows. No more going to lunch with my sisters, who are the best friends I will ever have in my life. No more snuggling close with Travis and no more being daddy's little girl.

Actually I think there is no thin line between it being a drug and being used for medicinal uses, that is just what our US government has conditioned us to believe. Just think of what legalizing weed would do for the US deficit. Not to mention how can they justify alcohol being legal. They statistics prove that there is no comparision with the amount of deaths caused by weed to alcohol.

Just a quick therepy session.

I go to Wal-mart tonight to pick up a few things. The place was crazier than it has ever been in all my years of going. Screaming, crying kids. Rude people that except you to get out of THEIR way. Excuse me but when did people become so rude and lazy? I run through as quickly as I can to get the hell out, and when I get up to the cashier I try to make small talk as usual and said "man what is going on in here tonight-it is really crazy?" His quick response was "well it is the first of the month." I say "oh, must be nice."